15 December 2024

the darkest time of year


the birds flee swift 

their sights on sun

the trees shiver bare

their leaves all gone 

to dens beasts shuffle 

and sleep til spring 

my blood runs cold 

at what long nights bring 

I raise my arms

and stretch a strand

small fragile bulbs

from out my hand 

such weak defence 

against a foe

who gobbles day

and makes light go

those twinkling sparks 

remind my heart 

that though it seems 

like all is dark 

time will fly on

and in the end 

the dawn returns 

to rise again 

26 November 2023

the deep moment


who knows the light 

that fills your eyes 

when through the trees 

by moon surprised


or how the lines

that grace your lips 

grow deeper as

each cup you sip


whose voice can wake

your sleeping soul 

or make you laugh 

without control 


who hears you when 

the day is done 

the ups and downs 

the race you’ve run 


the shallow steps 

you take each day 

add up to much 

deep in your way


who finds you there 

and holds you close 

content to be 

who loves you most 

18 September 2023

scars



my finger traces the lines 

broken flesh sewn together

signs of healing never forgotten

no longer smooth

skin once soft and supple

now split by a jagged line

interrupted peace roughly torn

but stronger now

a bit of broken glass

a curious toddler's reach

now a white streak on a pink palm

remember when

longer wider shows one

tracing the shoulder blade straight

marks of a surgeon's skill and care

diseases battled

hidden from my keen touch

deeper lie the unseen breaks

whispered words that burn like fire

just yesterday

I marvel looking close

between the cracks I see now

a light come shining through my scars

becoming glory

06 September 2023

anon



your face across the crowded room
unexpectedly there
a peaceful walk among the trees
where I expected storms
my heart leaps I move to greet
a thought stops me anon
I am mistaken
like the warm sun on my face
comforting like a lazy summer day
until the chill autumn winds
belie its pleasant dream
something in a stranger's eyes
the echo of your gaze
I miss you
could I stop the shortening days
the mix of love and loss
season following empty season
without you near to me
my smile like fading daylight
greets each passing visage
masking lingering heartache
as years stretch on and on

09 August 2023

wrinkling time


It's been a while
Since I first saw
The hope you bring
The view you draw
I'm older now
The aches are more
It's hard to dream
Of what's in store
But something stirs
Within your eyes
All that could be
I long to try
Misshapen bent
But no mistake
Someone special
You say you'll take
Through many worlds
Each path a chance
I'll take one more
Learn one new dance
You take the lead
Show me the way
I'll follow true
To this new day
The secret wins
It keeps me strong
Love binds my heart
Where I belong


07 July 2023

turning time


I sat outside your window 
and hoped the light would glow 
without a cry
life’s passing by
and like the day it goes 

through winter’s silent hours 
and spring’s precocious way
my heart has ached 
as if she’d break 
to know what you would say 

the zephyr warmed my face 
as summer ushered in 
long days of fun 
beneath the sun 
before fall rains begin 

each season keeps on passing 
like seaweed on the sea 
beneath the crash 
that’s roaring past 
my heart longs just to be 

I know it’s not forever 
as moments pass me by 
I’ll shed a tear
but stay right here 
you’ll someday heed my cry

the window near my head
will finally open wide 
I’ll see your face 
feel your embrace 
and know that peace inside 

so though the shade is down 
as nighttime follows day
incline your ear
and reappear 
to drive the dark away 

12 June 2023

subtext


 a thousand words 

we paint a scene 

professing knowledge 

by other means 

than face to face 

one to another 

we’d rather not try

and keep our brother

who stands apart 

outside our touch 

because we fear

it’d be too much 

to let him close 

give him free choice 

the risky option 

to hear his voice 

and find he might 

think differently 

would rock the core

of you and me

so safe we stay

in our glass shell

and prattle on

the words we tell