reeling

for bak and pma

how wrong i've been
all along
how blind
i thought our lives
intertwined
in mutual enjoyment
but now you say
i needed you
bothered you
a parasitic fly
or resented burden
those times together
over now
our friendship
must change

how sad i am
to say goodbye
to what i thought we had
i love you still
i always will
just let me cry awhile